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[Jul. 2nd, 2009|01:06 pm] |
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its this helpless feeling that i'm not use to
that i'm sitting here wondering whats nxt
that everything that was supposed to be, saw me drowning in tears of memory
so much that the heart couldnt see
on the road again just like every other day
feeling so afraid he cant keep me from falling
and my heart's been finding for a place to hide from all these sorrows.
i cant breathe again, i cant dream again
i cant find another you... |
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[Jul. 2nd, 2009|10:49 am] |
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my eyes are puffed up and swollan, if thats not good enough, there's waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay alot more going on.
if july isnt packed enough, these extras are causing e to lose my mind.
enough, will never be good enough. |
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[Jun. 8th, 2009|01:35 pm] |
 a random dinner with sillyboy over at Ikea, our standard combination of mains and dessert. i'm thankful for simple times like this, cause that's why i'm really happy =)) |
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[Jun. 6th, 2009|11:28 am] |
the way i know you before, makes me feel like i know nothing of you anymore.
under all those circumstances, i never wanted to admit what i realised, after breaking down countless of times, everything is catching up on me.
in short, i'm not into this for something else but it seems like things are turning ard.
i wished i can be like others, turning to this little corner in times of sadness and happiness.
when we're happy, i just want us to stay the way we are, in that little space of us. yet, when things start to go off track, i feel like i'm too drained to mention anything to anyone most of the time.
help me to help you, to help us, because i'm losing what i came into this from the very beginning. |
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[Jun. 5th, 2009|11:30 am] |
its so funny how everything said by _______ is so contradicted.
if its all a game, so be it, i shall no longer bother my life ever had such a person. just so happen i saw a newly added friend from someone's fb and it was _______. dont i know you? so whats wrg with what i did?
i dont even wished you'll try to understand, because i went through all those years knowing you dont.
yet again, i was proven right.
maybe on that very day when i said friends was the only option left for us, i was wrg.
i know the stubborn you well too much, i should be like the heartless past of yours, to forsaken you totally leaving no trace behind.
but, i was never that heartless. |
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